Angela aka gymba24

Its a long long day.... Wednesdays BLAH

from Coldplay - A Rush of Blood to the Head
"You said I'm gonna buy this place and burn it down
I'm gonna put it six feet underground
I'm gonna buy this place and watch it fall
Stand here beside me baby in the crumbling walls
Oh I'm gonna buy this place and start a fire
Stand here until I fill all your hearts desire
Because I'm gonna buy this place and see it burn
And do back the things it did to you in return

huuuohhhhhh huuuoohh

Said I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war
If you can tell me something worth fighting for
Oh and I'm gonna buy this place is what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head

Honey, all the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I've made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They say start as you need to go on
Start as you need to go on

Said I'm gonna buy this place and see it go
Stand here beside me baby, watch the orange glow
Some'll laugh and some just sit and cry
You just sit down there and you wonder why

So I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war
If you can tell me something worth fighting for
I'm gonna buy this place is what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head
Oh to the head

Honey, all the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I've made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They say start as you need to go on
As you need to go on
As you need to go on

So meet me by the bridge
Meet me by the lane
When am I gonna see that pretty face again
Oh meet me on the road
Meet me where I said
Blame it all upon a rush of blood to the head"

"Exercise is King, Nutrition is Queen. And I am Princess."

It's the year of the monkey! Happy Chinese new year!! It is already the end of January. Amazing how time flies. Amazing I tell you. Its great :)

Last night our professor kept us overtime by about... 30 mins, so I didn't get home until 9:30pm or so. Though, class went by pretty fast.

Something my friend sent to me that made me laugh, (and to think, i was content with a man to keep my hands and toes warm! j/k ):

5 Secrets to a Perfect Relationship

1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job.

2. It is important that a man makes you laugh.

3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to
you.

4. It is important that a man is good in bed and loves making love to
you.

5. It is really important that these four men don't know each other

Death Cab... my favorite lyricist of the moment. [Words in parenthesis are my own interjections]

From, Death Cab For Cutie - Tiny Vessels

"This is the moment - that you know, that you told her [him] that you loved her [him] but you don't.
Touch her [his] skin and then you think, she [he] is beautiful but she [he] don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she [he] is beautiful but she [he] don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silver Lake, the California sun cascading down my face.
There was a girl [boy], with light brown streaks, and she [he] was beautiful but she [he] didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she [he] was beautiful but she [he] didn't mean a thing to me.

I wanted to believe that all the words that I was speaking as we moved together in the dark,
And all the friends that I was telling,
All the playful misspellings,
And every bite i gave that left a mark.

And tiny vessels oozed into your neck,
And formed the bruises,
That you said you didn't want to fade,
But they did and so did I that dayyyy.....

All I see are dark grey clouds,
In the distance moving closer with every hour,
So when you asked "is something wrong?"
I think YOU'RE DAMNED RIGHT THERE IS
But we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now.

So one last touch and then you'll go,
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more,
But it was vile, and it was cheap,
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me,
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me.

You can't keep a good man down, or woman for that matter. I decided to skip my morning finance class because 1) it is a cake walk, 2) i have a sh-t load of other homework due tonight, and finally 3) i was tired this morning - - was not in the mood to rush in walking ralph, getting ready and fighting traffic.

I went to bed at 4am last night but it wasn't bad, I'm feeling fine. The insomniac in me finds this condition useful at times like these.

I thoroughly enjoyed having Chris and Kristen over this weekend, it was like having roomates! I promise that I will make it out to Santa Barbara before Chris graduates on out of there. Probably his Spring quarter because I'll be done with school mid May.

Martin Luther King Jr. Day -->translates to HOLIDAY. I got up this morning, met my friend Lil and had lunch at Sammy's Woodfire Pizza near Del Mar. I had a chicken wrap. It had a lot of onion in it, so my breath is still really oniony. I love the taste of red onions but the after taste is just so pungent and difficult to get rid of. Anyway, afterwards we went to see Along Came Polly with Ben Stiller and Jennifer Anniston. I'd say it was quite entertaining.

Now I'm back home, back to the accounting homework. So much of it, I can't believe it. I'm glad to see Chris and Kristen are still around in SD though. They are also working on homework before they head back to SB.

Tomorrow I've got to be up really early again.. 6am and back to school. Blah. NOT FUN.

Well, I didn't get much work done yesterday, mainly because I kept falling asleep. Anyhow, I am currently taking a break from the work to keep myself awake & sane. Chris came home with Kristen last night. We went to Quiznos for lunch this afternoon. They're going to LA for a BBQ and then coming back to SD for some clubbing. I will possibly join them if I can get a chunk of my work done. We'll see, since I highly doubt I will be able to finish off my work. I had no idea accounting was this demanding. I suppose I should have seen this coming considering the long hours CPAs need to work for the first couple of years. ITS ROUGH!

If I could go back and do things differently given 20/20 hindsight, I would go after happiness and prolong career goals (not forego). Since, I'm predominantly persuing my career, I sometimes forget to stop and appreciate the small things that keep us happy.

Beyonce - Me Myself and I

I can't believe I believed everything we had would last
...
Silly of me to dream of one day having your kids.
Love is so blind it feels right when its wrong.
...
It took me some time now I've moved on.
Because I realized I got: Me Myself and I is all I got in the end is what I found out.
And there ain't no need to cry. I took a vow from now that from now on I'm going to be my own bestfriend.
My Myself and I is all I got in the end is what I found out.
And there ain't no need to cry. I took a vow from now that from now on I'm going to be my own bestfriend.
So controlling , you said that you love me but you don't
...
Love is so blind it feels right when its wrong.
Now that its over, stop calling me.
...
No need to front like you're still with me.
...
Took me some but now I am strong.
Because I realize I got me myself and I in the end is what i found out ...
...
I've got ME, MYSELF, AND I
I know that I will never disappoint myself
I must have cried a thousand times
I can't regret time spent with you
Yeah, you've hurt me but I learnt a lot a long the way
I'm about to make it through
After all the rain you'll see the sun come out again

20 hours of homework.... 20 hours to do by Tuesday.

After my class ended at 9:40pm I went out to Aubergine in downtown SD. Jeff said that it was an unusually crappy night in terms of the music and crowd. But we had fun anyway especially after we met up with his friend Joel.

Another long day down, another coming up. I will be sooo tired. I am so tired now. goodnight.

I'm cutting and pasting this from May's AIM profile because I really like it:

"...i want you to get swept away. I want you to levitate. Be deliriously happy. Or at least leave yourself open to be. Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart....

Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love -- well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Be

The seminar I went to today on Everything You Need to Know about Working for A CPA Firm was a little repetitive. Today was a long long day.

School has started and its taking me full effect. Tomorrow is going to be insanely busy. I will have to be up by 6am or so, I will make it home by 10pm.. well, since its the first day of class they might let us out early. Please don't let the professors be lecturing for the full time. These past few days have been great, I still amaze myself I feel like things are going great even though I am so pressed for time!!

Well I faired pretty well today in golf. I can feel myself improving. Yeah! The weather today was absolutely perfect for golf, sunny and pleasantly warm. Anyway, school start tomorrow and so does on campus recruiting events. Fortunately the Big 4 are coming to campus to recruit. I need to get a lot of errands done. I think I will probably take a nap with Ralph then get s start on chores.

Dashboard Confessional - This Bitter Pill

Walking away is not the same as running, is it to you now that you've run us into the ground.
And you say take this medicine is just what you deserve.
Swallow Choke and DIE.

And this bitter pill is leaving you with such an angry mouth one thats void of all descretion such an awful tearing sound.
With its measure only equal by the power of my stare, glaring over you and over you this feeling of despair. Its never wearing out.

Its wearing off and its leaving you with such a heavy heart. And a head to match.
The bottle is waiting, the cap is twisted begging to be used. And so are you.

And this bitter pill is leaving you with such an angry mouth one thats void of all descretion such an awful tearing sound.
With its measure only equal by the power of my stare, glaring over you and over you this feeling of despair. Its never wearing outttttttt.

Okay, today was an absolutely gorgeous day. Sunny, warm... perfect San Diego weather. Such a shame that my thoughts were clouded by thoughts of the past. Something that I did not have time to think about during my really great holiday. I just took Ralph out for his 2nd walk of the day, the sun is setting and I am about to listen to some angry music to get myself pumped up for the gymba. I'm going to do some cardio followed by some legs.

Tomorrow I have golf early in the morning, Tee off time is approximately 9:45am. So I can forget about sleeping in on the last day I would be able to.

Its my last Friday before the semester starts. The holiday is pretty much over. I'm trying to get my mind back into school mode. Well, I've been prepping for my classes. This is my first semester as a Graduate Assistant. I'm GAing for a section of Operations Management. This holiday was great, all the new people I met, plus I got to catch up with close friends and family.

"I am thinking it's a sign, that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly alligned. I have to speculate that God himself did make us into corressponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay" The Postal Service - Such Great Heights

I dropped my parents off at the airport this morning, went to the gym, then came home and did mad chores. Gave Ralph a bath and then took a nap with him. I still need to finalize my schedule then do some other house keeping things. So busy, and school hasn't even started yet.

Life is great... relationship-wise, socially, mentally, health-wise, academically... I am so happy right now, I'm floating.

To love is to trust. Love has no room for jealousy.

"So this is the new year, and I have no resolution." -Death Cab For A Cutie, The New Year.
I'm picking Cynthia up from the airport and she'll be here until Sunday afternoon.